Adopt Your Anger

Dripping memories from the capsule of time
remembering you through the mist
and the sunrise
forgotten shores.

I left you there.

Your room is empty now
It's just a dark place
I wanted to adopt your anger
let it be my testament
give it meaning
a threshold.

You know
I`m stumbling
looking for you
in myself.

but something happened to my laughter
when it never again blended with yours.

It left me here.

Remembering
Losing your dreams
it was a long night and in the early morning
the first December snow
melting on my face.

No one ever funded your dreams...

I wanted to adopt your anger
find my own place in it
vent in it
rest in it
die with it
disappear in the mist
the early morning snow
and be you.

But your room is empty now
a little dark space in my heart
I want to tear it apart
always remembering you
shouting in a crowded room.

You left me there...